why bother looking clinging on to the past when theres all the future ahead of you.
o levels have come. almost gone. doesnt feel like much of an exam. compared to prelims. something needs to give me a punch or a kick where it hurts. [ im kidding! -ouch- ] but yeah. the only thing im studying for is teh phrase 'o levels' and not the exam itself. queer huh. but if u dun get me. its ok. i dun understand myself most of teh time either. my actions. many will testify to that.
just led worship today. wish. it werent in sanc 1. so big. i seemed so small. so soft. without anything. ah well. phooie. it felt good though. saying all the stuff that i did. and singing in front of the lot of yfers. hahaha. lucky i had red bull to keep me awake! - its all about the energy huh-
i think im having more fun den i will after the exams are over. dun u think. like er. ppl are all doing the same stuff as u. u always have something different to talk about everyday. all the lame jokes. sko. talking rubbish. all the stuff that we did in siloam. in the clubhouse. the excursions to gyms. the bike rides. runs. tang yuan. so many memories. u mean. going to town. catching a movie. or hanging about in town. can beat all this? i dunno lar. but if it means having to like study -no exams pls!- i dun mind the exchange.
o levels are coming to an end. means. i have to choose a sch soon. ive pretty much made up my mind. i think rj-sigh- and doublemath doublesci - loudersigh- but i think. i shall not lang fei xin si and settle on that. and wherever moe sends me. i will stay there. so yup. anybody who hates me out there. dun put rj! yeah. =)
thurs. 9.15am. freedom? or just an illusion. only time will tell. so cliche. hahaha.
my stupid mouth has got me in trouble
i said too much again
to a date over dinner yday
and i could see she was offended
she said 'well anyway'
just dying for a subject change


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